Letting Go

 My thoughts of you are much grander than the beauty of your appearance
I would say "I Love You" but... those 3 words won't come out in a sentence
My feelings for you are strong yet I can tell you don't feel it
What can I do to make you notice, wait oh you got a new boyfriend?
I dont know what jealousy feels like but this might be it
I feel like were playing tag and I'm never it
I guess you only see me as a friend
I know I tell myself I'm over it
It's like my past sent me a txt expecting me to forward it
Part of being strong is looking strong, I've been taught
Yet it feels as if my foundation has been cracked
So what should I do now, I doubt these feelings for you will ever go down......

Not Needed (My Heart)

Was my heart broken so fast I couldn't feel the pain till now?
I never knew something could happen so fast
Tell me why I started feeling it today after passing notes in class
It seems like not noticing was her favorite task
I swore I told
With a determination that would never fold
Yet she went out and found her next boy
Leaving me without a heart like the tin man
But sadly I don't have Dorthy's shoes, cant get a blue's clue to find them
Or even a fed ex guy to deliver
But instead it feels like Hannibal Lector is feeding on my liver
Oops I meant to say heart, but I dont have one so where do I start?
Yet I can't shake the feeling like a small child's fart
My heart is not needed nor wanted

What I Thought We Had

What we had was so beautiful so true, i wish i could have seen it from an outside view

Emotions Belong In The Trash

I wish my feelings didn't get in the way of what we had, then maybe this story wouldn't have turned so sad

I Hate You... I Think.

Do I hate you? thats a good question where should I start?
I would like to say "I Do" for what you've done to my heart
See how "I Do" can be changed around?
A new future wife is what I thought I found
I couldn't think of anyone else better
That's why I always thought "I should go and tell her"
But I waited too long to tell it
I wish i was a child so I can throw a fit
But my mature side is telling me to sit
I know I told her "I Love You" more than once
I guess she took it as platonic friendship love
I was seeing them releasing white doves
I was looking to far in my future
While my present was left in shambles
Why didn't I take a gamble?
In the end I would LOVE to say "I Hate You"
But I doubt I will ever stop loving you....